Lovestruck

Guess Who's Back!

2008-05-11T08:19:54Z

I'm back!!

But this comeback entry is going to be short. Haha.

I think my journal has been inhabited by spiders because I haven't opened it for months. Many, many months. I haven't even created a special entry for my birthday! That sucks. (sobs)

I've been very busy. VERY. The review classes are eating up a lot of my free 'vacation' time so I haven't have time to rejoice and enjoy my youthful days (Lee, is that you? This is the effect of reading a lot of fanfics. Haha). But recently, I found out that studying can be quite addictive. Yes, VERY. Would you believe that? Me studying? Maybe that is the effect of the airconditioned rooms? Who knows (shrugs). Because of my busy schedule, I will be hiring a personal assistant. Wanna apply? Just kidding. What am I? A Superstar? A president of a large company??? Sadly, I'm not. So I have no right to have a PA. I don't even have money to pay for one! WAHH. (cries)

But did you know that my old self is back again? Sounds like I have multiple personalities (Inner ~~Sakura~~ Miu is that you??). Anyway, I'm back to reading fanfics again, buying lots and lots of anime, reading mangas and well, being an anime otaku. This is my happiness right now since I will have no chance to do this again when I enter college (Why Kami-sama??!!). I also have new tastes in fanfiction that is weirder than ever. I'm just enjoying myself, that's all. >.>

School days are almost nearing, meaning the apocalypse is coming. But the good news is, 4th year is equal to airconditioned rooms. Though the high school building is fully airconditioned anyway. The jacket trend will be up. Sadly, there would be new classmates and new faces and new teachers (I heard the Computer teacher is really good-looking. Oooooooh. Is this a live version of Fujitaka Kinomoto? Or Kakashi-sensei? Kyaa!). And I've been apart from my peers. I must not be afraid! Oh well. ~~That's high school life.~~ T_T

Is this my shortest entry so far?? Hmm. I must stop now. I've downloaded an anime online and it is finished already. Time to watch now! Yipeee~

Oh yeah. HELLO parttime_job. Though I'm not sure if you'll read this. :)

Hectic much?

2008-01-11T11:32:43Z

So many things to do, so little time.

Monologue ni AP.

Christmas carolling in Music (even though Christmas is way over.).

Acting in Arts.

Dancing in PE.

And battling a persistent cold.

THIS IS INSANE.

        Monologue-ing in AP is frustrating since I was expecting that we will have no monologues this year because Ms. Rivera didn't like the idea of monologue-ing. Plus, having a costume made of foil and carton? Nu-uh.
        Christmas carolling is also a pain in the head. Where am I suppose to look for a furry skirt? And christmas hat? Christmas has gone by but we are still singing the Ruldolph song. GREAT.
        Acting in Arts is a funny thing, the tasks are hilarious BUT challenging. Our exam is unique but I don't like the idea of it. How would you like the idea of you being "a hotdog to be put in a sandwich"? Or a blender? Or check this one out: "a madman that will jump off a building"? I'm actually a shy person. Thanks but no thanks.
      Dancing in PE is bearable since the days with no classes gave us time to practice a 10-minute dance. Awesome? Not really. Since not only did it gave me body pains, but it gave me a headache and a COLD (which leads us to problem no.5).
      Battling a persistent cold. I can't sleep at night without taking medicines and I need to bring Mr. Tissue with me. How's that? Good things that exams are done.

~~Hello 4th Quarter. Hello there.~~

There may be a lot of problems but I manage to squeeze in something on my busy schedule. It's... survey time!

Enjoy and be glad. And relaxed. :D

---(((@    Meme    @)))---

Which one do you prefer?

*Red or Blue?
-Red, of course. :)

*Coke or seven up?
-Coke.

*Subway or McDo?
-Mcdo. I <3 floats.

*Linkin park or Maroon 5?
-Maroon 5.

*Eminem or Akon?
-Eminem. Rock on. :))

*Pamela Anderson or Jessica Alba?
-JESSICA ALBA. Go Invisible woman!

*Sex or food?
-Foooooooooooooooooooood. >:)

*Hawaii or Spain?
-Uhh. Australia? I think I'll choose Spain. Ola!

*Barneys or spongebob?
-NONE! I hate purple dinosaurs and sponges! Can I choose Blue instead?

*Cocktail or beer?
-Cali. :)) I haven't taste any of them yet.

*Feminine or tomboy?
-Feminine.

*Sexy or Sweet?
-Both? :)) I choose sweet.

*Basketball or Soccer?
-Soccer. :D

*Pop or Rock?
-Pop.

*Sushi or steak?
-Steak. Yum.

*Japan or Korea?
-Can I call a friend? I love both.

*Paris or Newyork?
-Paris. My love.

*Piercing or tattoo?
-Tattoo. Henna! :)

*Clubbing or live music?
-Live music.

*Model or artist?
-Model.

*Dancer or singer?
-I sing only in bathrooms. I love both but I chose to be a dancer. :D

*Laptop or mobile phone?
-Laptop! My dream gadget.

*Your parents or your husband/wife?
-Parents.

*Be the first or last?
-Last. I always think that firsts are unlucky. :/

*Married by accident or Married
someone you dont love?
-By accident. :)

*Money or Love?
-LOVE. But money is important too.

*Be the one who died or your
husband/wife died first?
-That's creepy. No comment. Next question please. (starting to have goosebumps)

*Your lover or your best buddy?
-I don't have a lover yet. So BEST BUDDIES. :D

*Your Parents or God?
-BOTH.

*Caught your lover kissing or having
sex with someone else?
-Eww. That would be gross. I will call it quits if I saw him kissing or having sex. That is being unfaithful. X(

*Daddy or mommy?
-Both.

*Hugging or kissing?
-Aww. Hugging.

*Comedy or horror?
-Comedy.

*Vanilla or chocolate?
-Chocolate!

*Cat or dog?
-Meow. I love cats.

*Kungfu or boxing?
-Kungfu. Hiya! :))

*Tall or short?
-Tall.

*Fat or skinny?
- In between? :))

*Christmas or new year?
-New year.

*Chips or ice cream?
-Ice cream.

*Hiking or diving?
-Hiking.

*Bus or plane?
-Plane. I'm in a bus five times a week. Mang Fred, anyone?

*Happiness or health?
-Happiness.

*Friend or foe?
-Friend! That is why it is called a "foe".

*Bantal or guling?
-What the heck is bantal? XD

*Winter or autumn?
-Winter.

*Summer or spring?
-Summah!

*Hair do or pedi/meni?
-Hair do.

*Shopping or travelling?
-Travelling.

*Cry or scream?
-Scream. Aaaah!

Survey is brought to you by Joy and friendster. Thank you. :)

Uh-oh. My headache's here again. Gotta go. See ya. :p

Comment? Kay,kay.

Meme?

2007-12-27T11:59:02Z

This survey is brought to you by parttime_job who got it from someone else and that someone else got it from another someone else and the list goes on! XD

Instead of making it seven, I made it eight since it is my favorite number.

Enjoy and be glad. :)

~Eight things that scare you~
01. BLOOD. >.<
02. The dark
03. Ghosts and monsters
04. Being alone
05. My mom :))
06. Balloons
07. Insects
08. COCKROACHES!

~Eight important things in your room~
01. My kids err.. stuffed toys
02. Mirror :p
03. My books
04. My clothes
05. The lights? :))
06. My wallet, keys, cellphone etc.
07. The bed
08. The electric fan! It's hot here in the Philippines!

~Eight random facts about yourself~
01. My room is all Magenta.
02. I love chocolate so much.
03. I'm afraid of fire crackers.
04. I hate Spongebob.
05. I'm still confused on the number of letters there are in the alphabet.
06. I can't sleep without something to hug.
07. I am born in the the year of the rooster. Go rooster!
08. I used newspapers as gift wrappers. Because PAPER COMES FROM TREES therefore WE MUST RECYCLE. :))

~Eight things you wish to do before you die~
01. Travel around the world.
02. See a mummy.
03. Get rich.
04. Drink tequila?
05. Stop global warming.
06. Cosplay an anime character.
07. Own a Porsche.
08. Get married with my true love.

~Eight things you can do~
01. Sing.
02. Dance.
03. Act.
04. Answer surveys. :P
05. Do a few magic tricks.
06. Sleep for hours.
07. Sleep with my eyes open. XD
08. Read between the lines. ;)

~Eight things you can't do~
01. Play volleyball. ~~Because I'm afraid of balls.~~
02. Not eating every hour. :))
03. Solve proving problems without the help of a classmate! :((
04. Wait for someone for hours.
05. Perform in front of a crowd without stuttering.
06. Fly.
07. Read minds. Even though I want to.
08.Speak to a stranger...?

~Eight things you say the most~
01. Oh my gulaaaay. XD
02. Uh-oh.
03. Ngii.
04. Shiyeeeeeet.
05. Putik! :))
06. What the?
07. I love you Lord!
08. Wee. XD

Okaaaay. That was fun. Stay tune for another entry here on my LJ. :))

Anything goes...

2007-11-02T13:36:27Z

Ramblings, ramblings, and more ramblings.

It is a happy day. Halloween was finally over and I've heard a lot of ghost stories that is enough to last a lifetime. Phew. I could sleep well today.

Vacation's almost over and I'm NOT, ~~like most people,~~ HAPPY about it.

Hello to books, quizzes, homeworks and borrowing of pens again.

But let us put that aside. That is not the topic of our entry for today. It is about the weird things that happened to me this vacation week. Right.... WEIRD. (eyes popped and rolled)

For starters, I'm a CRIPPLED GIRL. Good for halloween. All I need is a hunched back so that I could be the next QUASIMODO of Disney. I sprained my ankle. And I don't even know the reason why. GREAT. It was one afternoon when my foot hurt when I tried to walk and that's when I found out that a part of my foot swells so badly. God bless my foot.

And that's not all! Since my left foot hurts, I have no choice but to use my right foot even more. And because of that, my right foot is hurting too! I hate this. I had no choice but to cancel all of my galas and plans to go badmintoning. Haha! Funny. >.<

Next. I'm having a mix of emotions this week. One minute I'm happy, then I get depressed all of the sudden. Do you know what's happening to me? Should I go see the doctor?

Another thing, I was planning to change my layout on multiply. I used Adobe because the layout needs to. I followed the instructions correctly and accurately but it doesn't seem to work. It made me sad. So sad. It even had my picture in it! Why is it like that? I wonder why...

And last but not at least. The new loooooooook. (wink wink) I don't know what dawned into me but I decided to have a makeover. I'm now very very fat.

Silence.

I was just kidding. Haha!

I'm still the same old Miu-chan. ;) I just had a few scissor cuts from my favorite hairstylist and taddah! I had my new look. At first I don't like it but I'm starting to now. It's time to change my old look and surprise everyone.

I need to be open to changes. Right?

But what I'm worried about is when I go to school. I don't want them to notice my new look but hey, sooner or later, they will find out. I'm just not ready for the comments and criticisms that I guarantee I will hear.

Hmm. What else? I think that's all.

Questions? Side comments? Violent reactions? (laughs)

Well then, over and out.

Comment, okay? :D

Surbeiiiii

2007-10-29T06:27:40Z

Survey time!!! I'm starting to get addicted to surveys. I found it on Multiply. Thanks to Mariel. Wee. Want to try it too?

40 Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
-- Oinky >.<

[Two] Where was your default picture taken?
-- Strawberry farm? :))

[Three] What's your middle name?
-- Santiago.

[ Four] Your current relationship status?
-- single :D

[Five] Does your crush like you back?
-- I hope so. :D

[Six] What is your current mood?
-- Hungry and bored. :/

[Seven] What's your mom's name?
-- Cynthia.

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
-- Light brown.

[Nine] Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
- Oinky >.<

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
-- yes. :)

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
-- of course. ;)

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
-- yes, when I bumped into a motorcycle. :((

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
-- eating. :))

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
-- yes. >:)

[Fifteen] Who can you tell anything to?
-- Thea or Shaki. :D

[Sixteen] Can you name someone with the same birthday as you?
-- Shaquil O'neal! Is the spelling correct? :))

[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
-- last night :(

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
-- God, family, friends and myself. :))

[Nineteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?
-- photographic memory. Haha!

[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-- the smile. :)

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from starbucks?
-- chocolate frap? I forgot what they call it...

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
-- Sorry. Not telling you. For my ears only. :))

[Twenty-three] Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
-- anime shop. Contact number ng 2rats. :))

[Twenty-four] Favorite TV show?
-- America's Next Top Model, The OC and Colorcloud Palace. :D

[ Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
-- yes. I love Totally Spies. :))

[Twenty -six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-- none. But I ate Spaghetti for lunch. Wee.

[Twenty -seven] Do you speak any other language?
--English? And a little japanese. :D

[Twenty-eight] What's your favorite scent?
-- scent? Hmmm. The scent of the pefumes of Victoria's Secret. :D

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life in one word, what would it be?
-- Spiral. :))

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed with someone in the rain?
-- No, but that would be very sweet. :)

[Thirty- one] Ever kissed on the beach?
-- No. But I've seen one in the movies. :D

[Thirty -two] What are you thinking about right now?
-- A specific someone and what food I'm going to eat later. :))

[Thirty -three] What should you be doing?
-- uhh, sleeping?

[Thirty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
-- A Senior last year. ~~She's a bitch.~~

[Thirty- five] What are you listening to?
-- Nightmare by SNoW.

[Thirty -six] Do you like working in the yard?
-- We don't have a yard. :D

[Thirty -seven] If you could have any last name in the world, what would it be?
-- Ramses? Haha! No, hmmm, Hanazawa maybe. :D

[Thirty -eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
-- yeah. Poker face.

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
--red. :D

[Forty] Who was the last person that made you cry?
-- The main character of the movie I watched last night. :))

Finished at last! That was quite... LONG. It made my head ache too. :((

Of pains, bruises & aches

2007-10-28T07:27:21Z

J-U-N-I-O-R-S!!!!!

Finally, our Sportsfest is over. NO BRUISES, NO CRACKY VOICES, NO SCREAMING AND SHOUTING.

It was fun. Though it was sad because the Seniors won the Cheerdance. HMPH. >:)

These are a few of the pictures we took during our sportsfest. Picture taking cannot be forgotten. WE LOOOVE MEMORIES!

Sixteen is <3

After the cheerdancing, with my amigas. :))
I'm with my oh so cool friends... The GOTOXY.
(Sarah-chan told us that that will be our official barkada name.
Our faces were filled with disgust and our eyes popped. Haha!)

Aww. Bonding. :)

I think a hundred pictures were taken during our sportsfest. i'm just waiting for

parttime_job to upload them. ~~Forgive me for being vain.~~ Are you vain too? :))

Okay, enough with the pictures. On with the story!

BASKETBALL: We are the Champions! And my fellow batchmates swept almost all of the medals! We are a LEGEND! Bwahaha!

VOLLEYBALL: We were defeated in the Championship match but it was okay. It was a very good game. ~~But I really hate the Seniors. Shhh.~~

BADMINTON: We looove the twins. They won the doubles! But we were defeated by the Sophies in the SIngles. Still, it's okay.

CHESS: Of course, we kicked their asses out! We are Chess Champions! That would mean that not only are we athletic, but we are also clever as well. Chess can make your brains explode! I give my CONGRATULATIONS to our Chessy Players, like parttime_job.

TABLE TENNIS: Oh well. We are totally great. We are still Champions in this field! We were defeated in the Singles Division but it is okay. The champion is a freshman after all. Go FRESHMEN! But the good thing is, we ruled the DOUBLES DIVISION. Isn't it cool?

Hmm, did I missed anything else? Any sport? Okaaaay. v ^_^ v

And CHEERDANCING. We didn't win but it was fine. The prize isn't a trophy after all. (evil laugh) But in my opinion, we did our very best and it was great. I had fun... AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS. I'm going to be a cheerdancer next year. GO PYRAMID! :))

That's it. So far, I had 13 bruises all over my body and I'm certainly not happy. But fortunately, they're slowly fading away. THANK GOD.

Our studying will be neglected for a while but there are still tons of assignments waiting to be done. GREAT.

This is the time to spend at least a day with your dead beloved. Make every minute special. Our family will be together again, uhh, in the cemetery. Awwooo.

Halloween is near. Be prepared of ghosties, stories & screaming kiddies. :))

Enjoy our victory, JUNIORS. We deserved it. Happy SCARY Vacation. (wink wink)

GOODBYE BOOKS, HELLO VACATION. AND PROCRASTINATION. (laughs)

TRICK OR TREAT!! :)

Bone Crackers

2007-10-21T11:51:56Z

I was about to post an entry in my LJ when I saw an advertisement saying, "Do you like poo? We like poo!'.
... WTF? It even has its own website! Anyway, it isn't what this entry is about. I was just... sharing. :))

I woke up on a beautiful Saturday morning. Practices are cancelled, and even though I was frustrated about that, I looked on the bright side, at least I got a day off. No practices, no sweaty shirts, no endless pyramids.

Then as I get up, I heard something.

CRACK.

Oh my god.

What was that?

Did I... Did I just hear my bone crack?

...

Silence.

My eyes popped. My body was aching. So much. So much that I can't move.

I also have a lot of bruises all over my body! One on my knee, on my elbow, on my foot, on my finger, and even on my butt!

Since I can't move, I decided to go back to bed and think...

Was it worth it?

Me, being a cheerdancer? And enduring all of this pain?

I've been a cheerdancer when I was in grade school but it is nothing compared to the competition here.

Everything's got to be perfect, and you have to get the moves easily or else, you'll get kicked out.

I don't even know why I decided to become a cheerdancer this year. I mean, I've been planning to be one all these years but it finally came true this year. ~~And it was unexpected too.~~ Maybe, I finally decided to take the risk. At least nothing will be lost and I will finally experience what being a cheerdancer feels like.

And I'm experiencing it right now. Even the cheerdancer's sickness, the "SBS" or the "SORE BODY SICKNESS".

I have to take a lot of changes. I need to stay up late in school until 5 o'clock and when I get home, I expect my body to ache soooo much.

That was the disadvantage of being SLIM and LIGHT. People will carry you, put you on top of the pyramid, throw you up and down and everywhere. And what's worse is that when you get home, all your body can ever say is, "OUCH".

Even so, I find my experience quite fantastic. My body hurts but I find dancing rather addicting. I love to groove with the music. But I still find it hard to control my shyness whenever a lot of people come to watch us practice.

I really need to control that. I MUST.

And so, after an hour or so of long thinking in my bed, I managed to get up. My body still hurts, even now, but I can manage. Because if I can't, I wouldn't be here typing in front of the computer, right? :)

OWW.

What was that again? My bone?

Oh my. Got to drink lots of milk.

Does anybody have a painkiller?!

"To dance is to be out of yourself, larger, more powerful, more beautiful. This is power, it is glory on earth and it is yours for the taking." - Agnes de Mille

One on One

2007-10-12T14:09:51Z

Question & Answer portion:

IT"S SURVEY TIME!

Credit: Survey is from mmmmj (stylus) and parttime_job (the icon god). :)) Enjoy!

1. How many birthmarks do you have?
--- One. And people say it looks like a horse. FUNNY. :))

2.Your house has how many bathrooms?
--- Three. One for each family member. Oh. Did I mentioned that one of the bathrooms don't have a door in it?

3. What was the last thing you ate?
---A hamburger c/o Tammys. I dreamt of it a while ago so I decided to buy one. ;)

4. Have you ever grown a mustache?
---I am NOT a man, for your information. :)

5. How many fishes are there in the Pacific Ocean?
---Ask Nemo. :))

6. What was the last CD you bought?
---It was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2. I don't even know why I decided to buy that in the first place. (shrugs)

7. What is the onset of puberty?
---When you turned 13. Yey! I even researched for it! Thank you mom for the information. :))

8. Is you hair naturally straight?
---I think so. I even have bangs when I was young. o.O

9. Do you wear braces?
---No and I am not planning to have one. According to mmmmj, they're painful and expensive. And I agree with that. ;)

10. Who intimidates you?
---Someone which was supposed to be the reason of my layout. X-(

11. Do you maintain a balanced diet?
---I don't know. I eat vegetables though. But I eat a lot too, especially chocolate. :D

12. What food are you allergic to?
---None. But I'm allergic to Vicks vapor rub. (is the spelling right? :)))

13. Who is/are your best friend/s?
---I don't have one. Or I used to have one. But whenever I told myself that this person is my bestfriend, they become cursed. Srsly. And there will come a time when we will fight then split. :/

14. Do you get jealous easily?
---Yes, I do. I am known to be the green-eyed monster. >:))

15. Do you drink?
---Yes. Water, red tea, green tea, coffee, chocolate milk, etc. :))

16. What was the best lesson you learned from kindergarten?
---If people bully you, throw them a fish. Yes dear, it's FISH. I did that when we went in Museong Pambata. :))

17. The last time you went to a bar was....?
---September 21st. Loooove it. And it was my first time too. ;)

18. Are you tall?
---I think I am. One time, a lady asked me this: 'Excuse me, are you a call center agent?' I almost fell on my chair. :))

19. If you are to change your name, what would it be?
---SOLITAIRE. It sounds deceptive and mysterious. :D

20. Your favorite number is..?
---Sixteen and (supposed to be) Eight. But Eight turned out to be the worst number ever. :((

[LOVE. ]
Answer truthfully. :)

1. Do you love someone?
---I think so. Because right now, I feel tingly all over and I think it is because of THAT person.

2. What is your favorite break-up line?
---"You know what? I LOVE YOU is eight letters long, but then again, so is BULLSHIT.'" :D >:))

3. How many serious relationships have you had?
---none. ;)

4. Do you like romantic guys?
---yes and I have a weakness for sweet ones too. (sigh)

5. Are you missing someone?
---Yes, and I'm hating it. X-(

6. What is your current relationship status?
---Single and ready to mingle. :))

7. If you have to describe your guy preference in one word...?
---Caring. I want him to treat me as a diamond, something precious and ONE IN A MILLION. (Love truly inspires me.) :))

8. Are you crushing on someone?
---Yes. If not, that will be LOVE.

9. Have you had a crush on a person in the same sex?
---Yes. X-( I never expected that I will be crushing on girl. It just hit me like a speeding bullet, you know?!

10. What was your first kiss like?
---My lips are still untouched. Srsly. :))

11. Have your ever been given flowers?
---Unfortunately, no. But I want someone to give me flowers. Me want lilies. :((

12. Do you maintain communication with your ex/es?
---I'm still single, okay? Oh wait, I think of someone as an ex. Like, EX-FRIEND? Does that count? :D

13. How was your latest breakup?
---... ME=SINGLE, SINGLE=EVER SINCE BIRTH

14. What was he like?
---lalala, dobedobedo.. (covers ears)

15. Have you loved someone 10 years (or more) older than you? (family members does not count)
---no. But I want to experience loving someone 7 years YOUNGER than me. I'm serious about that. Mangas do affect me. :))

[CONFESSIONS]
Be honest.

Have you ever...?

*worn your underwear backwards? -yeah. I even put the pantyliner in it too! haha!

*had a near-death accident?-Not really. I just sprained my left leg during a motorcycle incident. No biggie. :I

*had chicken pox?-Nu-uh.

*slept with a stranger?-Why would I do that??!!

*eaten a banana? -of course!! I loooove BANANAS. (imitates Sir Lipayon's voice) >:))

*read a porn mag? -yeah. shhhhh. just once. I thought it was Candy Mag. :))

*cursed a person?-yes. a lot. Every minute, every day. ;P

*dyed your hair?- Not yet. I'm against those things, yanno?! They will make your hair look unhealthy. :/

*been raped? -(eyes popped) NO!

*cut yourself? -no. Accidentally? Yes. A LOT.

*stole something? - Yes. A bubblegum. I'm not a good girl when I was in grade school ;))

*got jailed? -nope. Don't want to. (cries)

* worn suspenders? -Not yet. But I want to try it. It looks cute. :D

*sang in front of a big crowd? - Once. It was an awful experience. :((

*owned a pet? -Yes. I had a pet bird, a pet dog, a pet rabbit and a pet fish. ;)

*seen a falling star?-Yes! Sweet!

*..then wished upon it? -No. It was so fast I thought it was just my imagination. :D

*had a boy/girlfriend? -no.

*screamed at a teacher? -in my mind. ;)

*bought a condom? -Almost. My brother and I thought it was bubblegum and if it wasn't because of my sharp (and clear, thanks to carrots) eyes, we should've bought it. :))

Confess 20 secrets. (DISCRIMINATION IS PROHIBITED.)

I dreamt of being a SPY, A HACKER AND A PORN STAR. :))
I'm a mother of two kids. A 3-year-old tiger and a rabbit.
I'm a MURDERER. I kill people---in my mind.
I already took an Internal Exam because I had menstruation for a month. "A month of bleeding" :/
Chocolate is my drug. I go weird and drunk whenever I eat a bar of chocolate.
One of my favorite animals is the snake. The Python, specifically.
I write my dreams in my dream notebook.
I fear being alone.
I don't care whether my family members see me in my underwear ONLY.
My childhood dream is to be an archaeologist.
I'm afraid of men.
I'm married. :))
I love animals and I'm a pet lover.
My hair is not black, but deep red.
My family members all wear glasses and I'm the only one who still doesn't wear one.
I love Blues Clues than Dora the Explorer.
I play Tarot.
I abhore horror movies.
I have an alter ego.
I think I'm adopted.

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Out Of Control

2007-08-25T06:00:48Z

Pretty ironic.

Damn.

It's hard to believe that the day you are truly excited for will turn out to be one of the worst days ever. I will never be surprised if it will appear in the BIG BOOK OF THE WORST DAYS EVER.

It is just unbelievable!!

I'm filled with anger, wrath, fury rage, INDIGNATION... everything bad!!!

AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY!

I mean, I know why I'm angry, but why am I angry?

A situation like this happened before, like the time when my mother changed her mind at the very day of the Pussycat Dolls concert, when I was supposed to be going there because she permitted me to go there weeks before that day.

I just can't believe it!!

I want to throw things at someone! Argh!

~~People and things are making me angry!!!~~

There's THAT GIRL who (I think) is angry at me but I don't even know the reason why! Her eyes are like FREAKY and SCARY like Cruela DeVill and it's piercing me like a dagger! If only I can make face and stuck my tongue in front of her, I would gladly do so.

The Nero Express was pissing me off, until now. It wasn't fulfilling its purpose, that is to burn cds. ~~DAMN YOU NERO!~~ I emailed my problem to their website but even they themselves couldn't solve my problem!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL??!!

But the worst is this. I'm supposed to be somewhere fun but here I am, inside the house, waiting for my mother to pick me up which was supposed to be a while ago (I'm still waiting... to my displeasure), I'm dressed and ready to go but there's no sign for her to be coming here, and it's raining cats and dogs outside.

HOLY COW. GOOD HEAVENS. WHAT THE HELL.

Not to mention, the 2nd Quarter projects are piling up including Chem. And my scores in my first quiz in Math and History aren't what I expected to be.

I WANT TO FLY TO THE MOON AND STAY THERE. I WANT TO STAY THERE UNTIL EVERYONE REALIZES I'M MISSING.

My mind's filled with 'if onlys' and it's bugging me.

One thing's for sure, I'm disappointed. Very. Greatly disappointed.

I shouldn't have expected that this day will turn out great.

I'M SOOOO PISSED I COULD KILL SOMEONE OR A CROWD.

ARGH. SCREW EVERYTHING.

I THINK I'M GONNA EXPLODE.

OR MAYBE DO SOMETHING ILLEGAL.

Finally. I posted.

2007-06-28T14:54:23Z

I want a world where imagination is god
Where everything is possible
Where everything is as great as the giant flood.

I want a world where reality is just a mere existence
Where there are no worries, no tears
And everything was pure bliss, has pure happiness.

But this world, this living world, is different
Ti's not the place where imagination reign.
No endless happiness, for they are just for a while,
But there exist endless tears, suffering and pain.

How can one show his true self?
When everyone shows only their masks to survive?
Is there a way to get out of our shell?
Can we trust? Believe?

Is free will still in this world?
Can we still speak out our hearts' voice?
Many became mute, others now succumb to others' will,
And some can only sigh "I have no choice."

Can Change appear before us?
Is Hope still there?
Will Time be on our side or
Will it team up with the End?

I want a world where everything is possible
Where we can reach each and every dream
But that world, that is not our world,
That can never be our world.
For our world, the world we live in,
Is not just an imagination
But a reality made by Him.

Eh?! What the heck am I doing?
Is something wrong with me??!! T_T
I don't even know if the idea is somewhat connected.
I don't even have a title!
Anyway, I don't care.
At least I have the chance to let my crappy thoughts out of my system.
Criticize if you want. ~~I don't give a damn.~~
Finally, after many weeks (or even months),
I finally posted something. Something... worthwhile? Meaningful?
Don't care. T_T
I missed LJ. Aww.

Damn.

2007-05-18T11:11:27Z

Third Year St. Anne.

In full bold letters.

Capitalized.

It's everywhere. In the receipt, in the admission slip, in the book list, in the handout of the list of tuiton fees, just everywhere!

"Kulang na lang pati sa mukha ko nakaukit itong apat na salitang ito."

Why do I have to be in the section that I least expected?

Why not Goretti? Or even Therese?

Does fate turn its back on me?!

Why am I unlucky when it comes to this?

Am I really that unlucky?!

It's frustrating to think that I can't be with my bestfriends and barkada (even though two of my friends are in the same section as me, but still!).

Kami-sama, is this my punishment for being a very, very bad girl and not repenting for the sins I've done?

It's always like this. Luck is playing its trick on me. If I want something, I always get the opposite, and that would be the one I hated most.

For example, Situation No. 1: Ice Cream

Imagine that you went into an ice cream store and was told that your favorite ice cream flavor was sold out and instead they gave you your least favorite flavor only to find out that they have a new stock of your favorite ice cream flavor because the ice cream bus came to deliver the new stock only 5 minutes ago and that was the time when you have ordered your least favorite ice cream flavor because you're really hungry and that you have no choice. How you react on that situation?

Situation No. 2: Cellphone Pouch

For example you went to the department store because you are looking for a cellphone pouch to match your brand new phone. After many hours of searching and hopping from one store to another, you finally found a perfect pouch and you were surprised because it's cheap and not only that, it fits to your phone. Now you were ready to go home happy and contented when suddenly, you bumped into a store where there is a cute Hello Kitty cellphone pouch and it's elegant and very cute because it has glitters on it and a cottony cover. And,(I'm not done yet) you looked at the price and it has the same price like the pouch you just bought a few minutes ago but the only difference is that it is way more beautiful thatn the pouch you just bought! What would you do?

Situation No. 3: Vacation

It's summer vacation and you're uber bored. You're always at home and you've got nothing to do. Not to mention that you're always alone and you're only companion is your pet dog (lucky you, I don't even have a pet dog). But then, your friends called and that they are inviting you to a beach party and you're going to stay there for two days. Talk about fun! You were so excited that you were imagining yourself and your friends sunbathing under the sun when your parents announced that you are going to your grandparents' house which will be compulsory and not only that, it is at the same day you're going out with your friends at the beach! Talk about being the unluckiest person in the world! You don't even like it when you go to your grandparents' house because you think they're the weirdest people that ever exist on planet earth! Plus, their TV doesn't even have your favorite channels and the place is like a ghost town! The only thing you can imagine now is that your friends are having the greatest time in the lives while you have your worst.

Now, how would react on THAT situation? If I were in those three situations, I would've collapsed on the floor and that my hair is now scattered because of constant pulling and scratching (oh God, I can't imagined how my face will looked like after I pulled all of my hair out. I might looked like a breast cancer patient or something. XD).

Anyway, this is SO unfair. Very unfair! It's my first time to dislike my section. For two years I'm very happy that I got my section, both Cecilia and Monica. I even love Cecilia. They're the best section I've ever got into. Yeah, I will never forget my birthday when I was in Cecilia, it's so memorable! I was really surprised when the blackboard was filled with messages saying 'happy birthday!' though I didn't like the moment where our adviser gave us another lecture. Anyway, that day was memorable, not to mention the night on that very same day... We went to Libis!

Ok. Stop reminiscing about my birthday. That is not the topic of our entry today. T_T

Even though I keep ramping and complaining about my section, I can't do anything about it.

I AM NOT A FREAKING REGISTRAR OR A PRINCIPAL OR SOMETHING.

There's nothing that I can do. I'm just a student. ~~But if I am a hacker... (assumes the daydreaming position)~~ Scratch that.

Hmm... That's quite long. Uhh.. Does that mean I'm inspired again?! XD

Miu says: Working at my grammar. I want my english grammar and my entries to be ok. I don't want to be scold like "Bad grammar! Bad! Bad! Delete and repeat!" (hey! It rhymes! Delete and repeat! get it?! I'm so great!).

Virus Alert

2007-04-30T09:43:48Z

ha... ha...

ha..

ha..

AAAAACCCHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Damn. This is SO not happening to me today.

This had never occured to me in a very long time.

A FLU. A ~~VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY~~ BAD FLU.

So that explained the often wrinkling of my nose whenever I smelled something strong.

Or when I often had VERY bad headaches.

That was UNEXPECTED.

Who knew I can still get a flu?

Even me myself thought it was impossible for me to catch something DANGEROUS.

Stupid, freaking VIRUS.

It made my week VERY miserable.

Especially when I still had my japanese classes. Everytime I attend my classes, whenever I stay inside the classroom for two whole hours, I felt myself freezing. To death.

My hands are white, pure white! So does my toes. As if there were no blood inside them. Even though we got out of the classroom after the class, I can still feel myself shaking!

The effects of the flu. Bad effects.

I had never gotten sick for months, I think. Maybe for years or so. Maybe that's the reason why I was completely shocked and helpless when I realized I am sick.

I was unprepared.

Well of course. Nobody can tell whether we are going to get sick the next day, right?

It lasted for four days. Four MISERABLE days.

But thank God it's over. FINALLY over.

I'm well now. My energy's back to normal. Of course... how can I post a new entry if I'm still sick?

My mother plans to let me have a check up. A blood test.

BLOOD??!!

I hate blood! Seeing them makes me shiver! To death!

It can't be helped. It must be done. I'm also curious on why I got sick or whether I've got a high blood pressure or whatsoever disease is known to the world right now.

Well, I just have to bear the pain.

Maybe, it's better not to think about the blood test now.

Better to think about what you're going to do now rather than what you're going to do tomorrow. Right?

I'M SO BORED. ~~Decided to write this entry to remind me of that miserable week.~~

Oh well, forget that. It's over.

That ~~stupid, freaking, fucking~~ VIRUS.

MADE ME GO THROUGH HELL.

JUST EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. OK??

A Different Kind Of Fairytale

2007-04-13T07:59:01Z

"This is the jewel called 'dream'. Who is happier? He who continues to dream, or he who is awakened from a dream?"
- Edel

A night so bright. With the moon shining brightly in the sky. A full moon. There was music playing in the background. The sound of violins and an orchestra can be heard clearly and brings peace to those who hear it.

A cave. A very large cave. Trees surround it. A group of people gathered inside it and formed a circle. There are torches of fire that gave light inside the cave. It feels like the cave is in the heart of the forest. The scenery is beautiful. Cherry blossoms were falling to the ground like rain. Next to the cave, there was a pond. The pond was reflecting the moon's light that's why the flowers and plants near the pond can be seen. The flowers look like gemstones for they were shining because of the moonlight.

It was peaceful. Not to mention, extraordinary.

Like a fairytale.

And there I was. Dressed in a beautiful long gown. Admiring the beauty of the flowers and the pond. I was mesmerized. I was smiling. Never did I feel the peace in my heart just by listening to the music and by looking at the pond. Then, a moment after, someone tap me in my shoulder.

And there he was.

My prince.

Not Cinderella's prince, nor Snow White's, not even Sleeping Beauty's prince but MY OWN PRINCE.

I thought I was alone. It was sad to think that you can't share the beauty of the sight with someone so special. I was wrong. He was there. Always there. With me. I was happy. I can feel it.

And then, the people who gather inside the cave called us in. They invite us to join them. And then, in a split second, my prince offered his hand to me and escorted me inside the cave.

The people asked us to dance in the middle. At first, we were shy. And then, something changed. The cave became wider than usual, and there were people who were playing the violins. The torches, which were just attached to the walls in the cave, were changed into pillars that are now making the cave brighter. The fire in the two pillars that guard the entrance of the cave were blue in color, while the fire in the pillars inside the cave were orange or red in color. Then, the music changed. It changed into a slow music, which is similar to the music used in Ballet.

Then, my prince led me in the middle of the circle. Asking me the permission for him to dance with me.

And then, before I knew it...

WE DANCED.

It was one of a kind.

I may not be in a castle, I may not have the most beautiful gown but I felt like a princess, I felt like I was the most happiest person in the world. No curfews, no going home at exactly 12 o'clock, no poisoned apples nor spinning wheels to keep me from the greatest moment in my life.

That night. It was peaceful.

What more could I asked for?

I wished this to last forever, together with my prince, inside a cave, in the heart of the forest.

Forget the feeling of being left alone. Forget the feeling of loneliness.

And then, after a long night that I thought was forever...

I woke up.

Cellphone Rampage

2007-04-07T12:18:30Z

oh. im so BORED.

what can i say?

oh yeah here. HAJI-KUN. congratulations on your account. i actually love it yanno?? applause. comment on my site too. please? hahaha.

i just CAN'T wait for my new phone. ~~my old phone sucks.~~ i mean, i hate my old phone. it's very complicated. it is having tantrums lately. like not producing sounds whenever there's a new message, not vibrating when it is in Silent Mode, and also, going off automatically. yeah. AUTOMATICALLY.

duh? what's wrong with it?? is it because of old age? XD. i mean, it's been two years or so when my mom handed it to me.. so maybe it is just because it is old enough. or maybe because my cellphone got affected with some "cellphone virus" because i keep downloading songs or images.. or maybe because it doesn't have any memory space left... hmm. that will be possible. or maybe...

woah.

impossible.

it can't be.

maybe...

it's been jinxed??

wait. very impossible. there are absolutely no wizards on Provident. and besides, why would he jinx my cellphone in the first place? right? argh.

or maybe..

i am not a good "cellphone keeper"??

HHUUUWWAAT??

it is SO NOT possible. ~~well, sometimes i make my cellphone the target of my anger whenever i'm angry or frustrated with something..~~ oh wait. scratch that. i mean... i love my gadgets. i take GOOD CARE at them. but now..

I'M SO FRUSTRATED WITH IT. as if it reflects my emotions. whenever i get angry, it is like, not working or something. that makes me frustrated even more.

MAKES ME THINK OF ULTRA BAD PLANS.

have you threw a cellphone in the window of a room that is in the top of the highest building in the world??

i sometimes imagine that my phone was mortal enemy. ohh.. poor phone. poor person.

well, i don't have to worry, my mom told me to wait because we will buy a new one sometime this month. yey. she said that she pitied me for having a phone WITH TANTRUMS. oh good. THANK GOD. new phone. new life ahead. whew.

uhh.. i think that's it for now.. i decided to add this entry because i was just bored. the dragonfable RPG that i was playing ran out of quests that's why the game became boring again. me too. i got bored ~~again~~. i guess i have to find something for me to do.

i'm feeling what you're feeling shaki-dear. unfortunately.

BOREDNESS. argh. i want to do something yanno? like cook? or maybe... play badminton? haven't played badminton for ~~years~~ weeks. hello?? exercise is good for everyone's health!! sporty ones come here!! LET'S PLAY SPORTS! yeah!

ok. uhh.. i think that's it. i can' think of anything to say.. so that's.. uhh.. goodbye??

wait. a friend of mine gave me this text message a few weeks ago. i laughed with my heart out. hehehe.

There was a dog who fell in love with a pig. one day, the dog visited the pig and said,"i love you with all my heart. " then the pig replied:

"Oink Oink"

woah. i pity the dog. XD

i think the pig was dumbfounded. hahaha!

peace minna-san! hugs and kisses to all! v ^_^ v

<PRINCESS MIU HAS SIGNED OUT>

All Systems Down

2007-04-03T11:03:57Z

why me??

why are they telling what to do?!

I am the ONE who CONTROLS my life. NO ONE will tell me what to do.

especially right now.

tell me.. is it wrong for me NOT to love you back?? is it wrong for me to see you as my FRIEND only?? nothing less and nothing more??? and is it wrong for me to be happy with someone else but NOT with you??? is it a CRIME?? a SIN??

IT IS NOT!!! right??!! THEN WHY AM I THE ONE WHO'S WRONG IN HERE??
WHY DO PEOPLE THINK OF ME AS A HEARTLESS VERY BAD PERSON FOR HURTING YOU???

EXCUSE ME??!! did i want you to love me??? did i want you to have feelings for me?? to care for me???

NO! NO! NO! then why are you making me feel that i am obliged to return your feelings of LOVE??

i don't want you to love me in the first place. because i know that i'm gonna hurt you. and that i am not going to be happy with you. and that i am contented with someone else.

i want to say yes because of pity but.. a friend said that it is more painful because i am not truthful. and of course, one will never be happy when who you are with is the one you dont love.. right??

i dont love you.. and THAT will NEVER gonna change.

you're mad because i'm hurting you?? im just being FRANK. but you know what?? i've been filled with pain and sorrow as long as i imagined. all along. not like you. and THIS is what i never realized before.

WHY??

because i was filled with thoughts of making OTHERS happy. putting them in front while me myself was behind. not minding that i was hurting just for the sake of others' happiness.

and now?? since i've realized it because of the sudden change of moments... i've found out that..

IT'S PAYBACK TIME.

TIME TO STOP IT NOW.

ME FIRST.

MY SAKE FIRST.

MY OWN HAPPINESS IN FRONT OF THE LINE.

NOT YOURS. NOT ANYONE. BUT MINE.

TIME TO END YOUR HAPPY DAYS AND MY SORROW.

what?! i'm selfish?? i've changed?? i'm evil?? i'm a bitch for thinking of myself first??

maybe i am. maybe i am selfish, evil, bitch or anything else you want to call me. but if you are in my place..

do you want to suffer just to make that person happy??? maybe you do.

BUT do you want that you are always making the wrong choice just for that person's sake??

or that you have NO choice for everything??

like giving up the one you love for that person to be happy??

sacrificing your love.. putting it aside... just for that person??

IS THAT RIGHT??? OR IT IS THE WAYS A FOOL WOULD DO??

more importantly.. they're telling me to stop liking the one that i like..

WHY?? is it wrong that i enjoy her company rather than the one who is with me??? that she makes me laugh?? that i've given my heart to her?? which was forbidden? illegal?

"what has happened between us??" she said.

THERE'S NO "US"!!!

she's thinking she still have a chance for my love, for my heart..

BUT HOW CAN I GIVE MY HEART TO HER WHEN IT ALREADY BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE??

HOW CAN I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER WHEN I CAN'T FEEL ANY??!! even though i tried to..

I JUST CAN'T FEEL ANY!

i feel like i am a PRISONER in a CELL..

GUILTY of a crime that i didn't make...

INNOCENT of the accusations they are putting me..

UNWORTHY of the mockings the people are giving me...

why are they telling me what to do?? why?? to make each person satisfied but not me?? everyone says to FOLLOW YOUR HEART right?? but why are they stopping me to do so??

THERE WILL BE NO HAPPINESS IN THIS STORY IF THIS CONTINUES..

AND CERTAINLY NO HAPPY ENDINGS...

STOP THE BOOK.

BURN IT. TEAR ITS PAGES. FILL IT WITH ANGER, HATRED AND WRATH.

A BOOK FILLED WITH SORROW AND PAIN.

ONE IS HAPPY, THE OTHER IS NOT.

MUST STOP. TRAGIC ENDING AHEAD.

CRASHING... FALLING TO THE GROUND... ALL SYSTEMS NOT WORKING...

5..

4..

3..

2..

1..

BOOM.

Hunny

2007-03-28T04:50:43Z

Hunny by ~lollibear on deviant ART

just one of those boring days... but yet..

a certain HUNNY came to my mind..

so sweet.. so addictive like cakes and sweets..

yet dangerous like a martial arts master...

yeah.. why do i love HUNNY-SENPAI so much???

love love loveeeee!

i also love the bunny.. by the way..

eccentric me.

Loving Ouran host club each day. yep. love it. especially MITSUKUNI HANINOZUKA.

hail. :))

Dance Fever

2007-02-25T04:24:37Z

friday night... she texted me and told me SORRY. ITS OVER NOW. WE ARE ON GOOD TERMS AGAIN.

woohoo.. SO GREAT.

she told me everything and we are teasing each other again.. when we talked to the phone, you can tell that she was so happy and that you can feel it by just hearing her voice, her laughs.. we talked for hours and up until dawn.. my ears started stinging but even though they hurt, i never felt the pain.

HEARING HER VOICE MADE ME FORGET ABOUT THE TEARS I'VE CRIED, THE PANGS ON MY HEART FROM THE PAST FEW DAYS.

am i really falling?? time will only tell.

frankly, i thank God because He made that incident happen. He made me realize that i valued her and my partner more than i knew i am. i thought it would not give me the feeling of sadness but unexpectedly, it gave me feelings of depression. a lot of reflecting had been made that week.

ITS OVER. NEED NOT TO START FROM SCRATCH. I JUST LOVE FRIDAYS.

wait, we are not here to talk about that. we are here to talk about the day after. what happened on friday night made saturday night more happier.. why??

IT WAS DANCE MANIA TIME!! YEAH! ROCK ON!

the HS DANCE was a memorable event. i got my wish to wear a dress.. to be with my friends and family (papa bear and mama bear), to eat FISHBALLS, to meet boys, and of course, to dance. WILDLY. =))

i got to be myself when i dance with the music. with my friends, having a showdown, a choo choo train... ooh, and did i mention the band club performed MISKOL? my favorite song? i actually want to sing on stage.. hahaha! it was a euphoric place. THE BEST.

and speaking of SHOWDOWN... the best kind of fun starts with the last few hours of the night. WITH MY PARTNER, BUBBLEGUM AND THEIR FRIENDS.

IT WAS ADDICTIVE. I WAS WISHING THAT IT WOULD NEVER END.

AM I IN HEAVEN? hahaha!

my partner and i have a dance showdown.. she also introduced me with her partner "manyak"... ANTHONY... nyahihihi. oh and also a showdown with my BUBBLEGUM. yeah. the best. made me laugh whenever i remember that. APPLAUSE. hehehe..

all in all it was great.. i have a pic with BUBBLEGUM and a separate pic with my PARTNER. but i want something else. I WANT A PIC TOGETHER WITH MY 2 FRIENDS, BUBBLEGUM AND PARTNER. TOGETHER. THE THREE OF US. nyahihihi.

anyway... i got to be happy. no worries, just homework.. hahaha.. I WANT MORE. even though it left me tired and no energy left.. and not to mention, made my feet hurt as if they were taken from my legs... i just want to say that...

"IT... WAS A NIGHT TO REMEMBER"

----- ROBO-Z Gold.. Is that you?? hahaha... an excerpt from Bust-A-Groove 2... remember? hahaha!!!

Loss

2007-02-25T03:52:14Z

i thought the week won't be as cheerful than i thought it would be...

her birthday turned out to be one of the worst days of my life...
because i thought it will just end like that. out of the bliss.

the last few minutes of us together was so great that i felt that she cares for me like how my other friends care for me too.. but when i got home...

IT WAS DISASTER.

her words saying that she would avoid me from now on made me realize that she let me feel something that i haven't felt before...

THE LOSS OF A TRUE FRIEND.

i thought she was joking... but the next day after her birthday... that made me want to cry.. how would you feel when she gave you a letter telling you the words of GOODBYE? and at the same time gave me something that i would give my life just to have that.. haha.. SNICKERS....?

IT WAS PAINFUL. UTTERLY, STRIKINGLY PAINFUL. STRAIGHT TO THE HEART.

how i tried to get my mask on at school whenever she crosses by.. how i can't stop the tears from falling whenever i reminisce those last moments together when we were at the car... mixed emotions started to come again this week... i tried to get mad... to be happy.. but i just can't do it.. its SO hard to pretend.

"YOU CAN ONLY KNOW A VALUE OF A TRUE FRIEND ONCE YOU LOST ONE."

next entry: a shift from being a depressed one to being a euphoric one.. :)

oh sweet valentine

2007-02-14T14:42:35Z

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!

cupid loves me... and i love him too..

yeah.. seriously... Eros IS hot... Psyche is SO damn lucky... hehehe..

anyway... valentine's day? me.. hmm.. me likey.. a little sad, a little happy..

or should i say.. 40% sad, 60% happy.. hehehe..

it is good for me not to expect anything though i really imagined things like surprises for today... because if ever you expect anything, it will be a great disappointment if it didn't meet your expectations.. hehe.. great lesson i've learned when i was in elementary.. very good.. yeehaw. =))

goodness. i had a very great time with my partner today... even though we didn't enjoy the crowd and the kurimaos (?)... eww.. and the MINI worlds of fun.. i am still happy this valentine's day because even with a few hours i get the chance to spend time with my bestfriend..

Pards... partner... papa... THANK YOU. you made my valentine's day wonderful for the first time in my life... yeah.. (or should i say... yeehaw?! =)))

yeehaw.. nice word... i'm a cow girl in the making... hahahaha!

hahaha... i want to sleep... can't stop myself from being a sleepaholic.. harhar..

ok.. i need to go.. i love posting new entries in LJ.. hihihi...

speaking of our LJ Community... let us give a round of applause for our LJ Community.. i love the header that is made especially for valentine's day.. yeah.. pink.. LOVE IT.. ;)

we must not wait for valentine's day to come for us to spread love and give love. everyday is valentine's day.. we must give love to our love ones and to others everyday... (yup... i'm inspired)

ooh! so happy! i've unlocked a new character in busta groove 2! patience is really a virtue! hahahaha!

hehehe.. time to celebrate love everyone.. mwah! hugs and kisses to all!

Euphoria

2007-02-03T04:00:19Z

WOAH.

a very sad week.. i thought it will never be the same again..

we've finally worked it out.. our longest fight ever.. usually our fights are not serious... just plain teasing.. but this, i never thought that it'll last for a week.. just guilty..

wahh.. gomen nasai partner-chan!! :((

anyway.. time to forget about that.. erase! erase! hahahaha!

the wounds are starting to heal.. so i guess when i go to school on monday i will be cheerful again.. i can't forget about it but if they help me get over it.. i guess the painful memory might finally be on the trash can of memories...

trash can of memories?? cool.. harhar..

the painful memories of yesterday must be erased... yeah.. in the trash can you killers of happiness!!

i'm trying to update soon on my 10 hugs and sorcerers and wizards... as a fanfiction writer... i suck. my writer, hajime-kun.. forgive me please.. nyahahahaha.

where is the ever so cheerful miu??

don't worry..

CHEERFUL MIU is back...
to bring smiles in your faces.. again...

weird is cool... guess what? i'm weird.

Green Eyed Monster

2007-01-28T07:57:38Z

yeah.. my two most important friends had finally truce together..

as they say.. no one can serve two masters.. yeah.. i've experienced it just now..

what is this?? torn??

what would you choose?? the one you love or the one who loves you??

THAT PERSON.. is JUST my friend... but why do i get this unknown feeling whenever i see that girl with THAT PERSON?!

THAT PERSON's codename: IT

i don't have the right to feel jealous, but i am just afraid to think that IT will forget me when they became closer and closer...

so many questions.. filling up in my head... i just can't explain it..

been confused this past few weeks.. i want to relax.. to calm down.. but i think i don't even know what the word relax means...

this entry is the longest i made so far.. i just want to pour (or should i say purr?) my indescribable feelings here..

i think the Green Eyed Monster inside me is coming out of its closet... as in right now...

get ready.

waahh! forte!!

2006-12-08T19:08:13Z

a new pet was born!! ooh! tigers are the best!

kawaii!

i was thinking of having a snake and a butterfly for christmas... my love.. will you give me one? =P

the heck?!

2006-12-08T14:29:21Z

woah... this day is just confusing...

enlighten me...

a recap of what i did this day:

my first time to post on the 10 hugs... cool.. i had a hard time.. bleh.

yahoo messenger: my first time to chat with my friend... hah!

night badminton... cool... to be slim and healthy... harhar!

what else??? got nothing to say..

grr.. got to go...

speechless. dumbfounded. BLEH.

sayonara.. signing out..